GRUMBLING ALONG....

 Thursday - a day with a lot of moving parts.

I have to leave for TESCOS at 4.45pm. It's too early but I don't want to be late.

I have to do something about the uniform - it's too small. 

I need more gloves - 3 pairs more?

I'd prefer the casual trousers - size 36R? So try to swap the 'smart ones' for that.

Esme [sp?] is coming - I want her to finish in here by 430pm so I can get changed and square everything up.

I have a game arranged with Loi at 1pm. I need that.

I have to eat - my lunch is ready. I can make a sandwich at 4pm. Esme will be done in the kitchen by then.

It all seems a bit much - but in truth it's just m state of mind. Difficult to do simple things...

From my iPad.

Trying to figure out how to log in. The idea is to be able to post from my iPad and from my iMac and maybe from my MacBook too.

But it's not easy to work out what to do.

Anyway - did 2nd TESCOS shift - it's not pleasant but the people are nice and the work is stress free. Just worry about my hands and it is physically quite tough. 

The second is probably a good thing, as the activity will be a positive.

I want to ask about my hands and whether the pain is making it worse in the long run.

Ann is kind of irritating about this. She can be if challenged on anything really. Must tread carefully on this and other things. She's not as bad as Andrew - who is bigoted really, but she is not open minded either. Tends to take sides in a way I dislike.

Back later.

Back to square one...

 So - here we are back where we started. Older, poorer, sicker and wiser? 

Trying to figure out what to do next and indeed why to do it. 

I wish I had a reason to want to be here. But so far zilch. I just don't like living here and never have. It has no appeal at all. 

 

As the saying goes, I'm not a dropout I was never in.

 

Anyway, I'll post from time to time and see how this goes.